if i never see your face again ...
then i will find you and love you once more
time after time

Sunday, November 25, 2007

ba...

choir very stressed...
been performing very badly ytd and 2day wif little improvement...

and theres the thing wif my dad and bro...
that idiot can play lyk 5-6 hours wifout considering wad tym i slp...
my dad obviously doesnt care bout me...
he only cares whether my bro got play enuf...
he only got 200 for psle and hes acting lyk woa... so good...
if i got 200... i dunno how to face my relatives lar...
they treat the elder... who got 232 for psle... and 79 in lvl and 6 in class lyk shyt... my dad obviously doesnt gif a shyt wad happens to me...
and they treat the younger... who got 200 for psle... lyk an angel...

pffft parents so freaking biased... and the new com? lyk not mine...
i cant fcuking join most of the games... cant host... so basically i cant play...
my bro hogs the com and my dad will only "chase him off" at 9? when they wanna go home... then take around 1/2 hr till he will log off... wtf is this...

lol... gonna buy jane a gigolo and joel a prostitute from europe... haha
dun tink the tour will be that fun though =/

Thursday, November 22, 2007

fuck...

2day such a bad day... well it didnt start that bad...
went to skool to collect raymonds ps2 and keyboard...
then went qf and mark went to my place to play guitar heroes...
after that went sectionals... finally we sang cantate in one shot wifout going out of tune...
almost...
then played guitar heroes for 30 mins...
then ps2 on button got stuck... raymond must be sad... his only entertainment spoilt...
played mahjong after that...
went to eat mac...
got home... found out had router... cant host games till i portforward...
and did i mention the lag it brings... its lyk my bro hog on the com...
i get to use lyk wad? 3-4 hours a day while he plays 6-8?
... my parents... and my dad... so fcuked up...
cant play means cant play le... u dunno anything jus shut the fuck up...
pfft... pissed off wif so many things... myself... for the countless of naive actions i did...
my dad... for getting pissed off at me coz the old com got prob...
baah... nths going ryt...

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:48 PM
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Monday, November 19, 2007

wtf wtf wtf...

choir... stressed... cantate is screwed...

2day went raymond house for sectionals...
after that played guitar heroes =)
so fun... ^^

baahhh...

you telling me that u dunno why u treat me btr than him...
so u feel that either i shouldnt be treated well or that u want to treat him well
wtf... im so fcuking tired... of waiting for a reply in a chat..
staring at the screen... lyk an idiot... waiting...
but u noe wad... u dun care do u...
gah... this is ridiculous... why cant we tok in public...
u dunno why u treat me btr than him? i dun even noe why i treat u so well...
baahhh i realised... everytym... i tok to you... i feel sad...
that this is wad it is now...
we don't tok that much... neither do we tok in public...
hmmm go out... thats lyk woa... so impossible...
im so afraid of asking you out... im afraid of getting rejected...
its lyk everytym i ask... there is a definite yet simple answer... no
!!!! argh... fuck man...
u don't even believe in yourself... pffft why am i so stupid to believe in you...
gah... i hate the situation i'm...

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:31 AM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007

bbbaaahhh...

2days deepavali!

woke up at 8.30 coz got diarrhoea =/
from seoul garden...

played dota... then went for sectionals...
cool we used raymond's condo function room
then there were 2 kids that were scrutinising us =/
making fun of us... damn funny lar...

then break for 15 mins... played at the PLAYGROUND...
haha remarkable... i cant fit into the small see saw seat...

overall... it was damn useful and good... and funny too =)
and we played musical chairs using the songs from the keyboard...
then when bryan or joshua give speech... han wen choose song
to try and make the atmosphere... but he screws up most of the tym...
after sectionals... basses wanted go play lan.. no com...
go play bball... ball no air... so went home and went off to challenger
to buy hellgate: london ^^
but now need wait for new com... =/ sadded
coz scared can only be installed on one com...

2mr choir... pffft do or die...
probably gonna stone in choir again lyk i use to...
msn getting boring... no one to tok to... coz u seldom come online...
sad... im not a useful fren anyway...

i know that i have loved you ... at 11:51 PM
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bbaaaaahhhhh...

sian... choir... we're lyk deproving...
if we screw up on friday... we're screwed...
davin must be damn happy LOL ^^...
have fun there... obviously some1 dont dare to turn back haha...

late for skool as usual... 1/2hr late
then had physics... after recess 2 hr of chem...
it seems that i'm the only person in class that looks forward to mdm sharifah's period
the whole class seem to want her to gif up her periods to kang =/
lol mole is fun ^^...

i dunno wad com im gonna get though... =/
i wanna play hellgate:london
it seems cool haha...

and one last thing... happy deepavali to nitish sara and reuben! LOL
haha reuben is christian =x

i know that i have loved you ... at 1:23 AM
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

baaaahhhhh...
i dun understand why...
my mum told me that i would be getting a new com... i was so happy...
then my dad told me he would be buying it on wednesday...
i was excited...
but i found out... that it was for my family...
the com was to be shared wif my bro, dad and i had no say in it...
i feel that it's unfair lar... i studied for my exams... in hope that i would get a com for myself...
i got pretty good results though i know i could get better...
but at least i changed and was independent enough to study for my future...
my brother didnt even study much...
and i have to share wif him my reward? wtf its so not fair...
everything that i got as a reward... i had to share wif my bro...
ps1, ps2, gameboy and now even a computer?
pffft... even a phone... my phone is lyk 6111... my bro has a N71... which i wanted...
nice... so next tym... my parents get me a car i have to share it too?
wtf... i study... dun study... oso the same... my parents not concerned bout it...
my mum mayb have... but its still abit nia...
my dad... woa nice... nvr even tok to me bout my results ever since i got my report book...
i don't know why...
my luck... is imba... too good to be true...
but it has it's setbacks...

had choir 2day... came to skool 1/2 hour late... missed 1/2 period of physics...
then had geog... =.=
after recess dnt...
lol gonna go ikea next week... gonna "steal" 2 periods of thong WooT...
but she claims the topics can be covered in 3 hours...
still have lyk 4 hours of her over this 2 weeks =/
then had mock exam.. wrote on obstacles...
crap... i tink i will fail
then had choir all the way till 7...

2mr going sg ^^... =x
gotta start to get serious for tour le...
mus be motivated to do my best...

i know that i have loved you ... at 12:06 AM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007

went trick or treatin ytd at chan heng's apartment block ^^
quite fun... had a misadventure...
we met at interchange... so me n bryan chionged to interchange after choir
then took 67...
we missed the stop... coz we thot can take 15 to east coast there...
then we walk to safra bus stop...
then realised cnt so we walk back 1 more stop and wait for 10...
when we were on the overhead bridge... 10 came =/
waited so freaking long for the next bus to come...
then on the bus... bryan rmbed that near his house got esso station... so we got off
then realised that we stopped too early... retarded
we walked straight wifout knowing where to go...
walk walk walk... saw 10... ran towards the nearest bus stop...
then boarded it and reached his place -.-
ate mcspicy while wei long, ming yi and bryan ate big mac...
then we go up to the 20th floor... wif NTUC plastic bags... while bryan took a toys r us bag...
we rang the bell wif our masks... and said trick or treat...
but most of the flats were either empty or had no sweets...
so didnt get much...


group photo ^^( im the guy bside the skull face <<<<)


bryan= the pirate...
aloysius= alien
wei long= skull
linc=the slut/witch face lol
ming yi=the gorilla
chan heng=the skull that has a spider on the top =)

Nov' 01

i realised i've been coming late to skool and as the days go by... i get even later...
2day reached skool around 8.15...
went to dnt workshop...
boring... coz mr lee went thru dubai's architecture...
they built an island that looked lyk a palm on the sea...
which is lyk so freaking cool...
he said that u can be born there and die there without ever leaving it
cool eh?
then got english...
lol....
ms yews lyk so funny...
she keep suaning kawshigan haha...
then her jokes are dirty lol... as in she does not explain in detail..
but leave our imagination to run wild... and think of dirty stuff lol...
2mr got choir... gotta bring ethnic costume =/
then have to wear baju kurong... =/ sian...
happy b'day mum... ^^

i know that i have loved you ... at 10:29 PM
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